Cravings!
My day starts with a lot of cravings…
I crave for my breakfast to fill my empty stomach, because of digestion process that happened while we were sleeping.
My Body will crave for cold fresh water coming from the shower and crave for the loofah to scrub my white skin.
My teeth crave for the fresh and clean feeling of brushing.
I crave for my moisturizers, lotion and make up that keep me look gorgeous and fabulous.
I crave for my comfortable outfit that will give me confident moves.
I crave for a ride going to other places.
I crave for something to do in the office that will keep me busy the whole day.
I crave for a rest, after a long day of work and crave to go home early.
I crave for a show to watch that will entertain me and forget about other things when I come home.
Then, its night, its time to go to bed, lying awake I’m still craving, for someone, or for love?
For someone; to be mine, to comeback, to be found or to be loved by whomever of that someone. I’m craving for happiness and endless promises. Can I get that from someone I loved so much, that I’m waiting to be mine? Even he doesn’t have a heart to love me. Can I get that from someone I loved and loved me? Though he left me all alone and drying. Can I get that from someone I can meet somewhere? When and where we will meet?
A whole day of cravings for things is easier than a night full of unreachable dreams.
Like a breakfast, you have to fill your empty heart after someone broke it. Like water that flows from shower, you need everlasting words of promises. Like make up, you need someone who can brighten your day and keep you pretty. Like an outfit, you need someone to keep you confident in everything you do. Like working, you need someone to keep you busy and like a rest, you need someone to stop your world every time he looks in your eyes.
Night is really different, all your cravings for the whole day is with you in your bed. You will crave for him, cry, despair and loneliness. Until you crave for a sleep, you will crave even in your dreams.
And new cravings will be there tomorrow.
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