the real drama queen

It all happens when you feel the relief and feathers in you chest when he smile, talk and look.

It follows by meaningful things; every move he makes it seems like he’s doing that for you, every word he says it sounds like he wants you to hear him, and every look at you is like he’s saying something to you. Sometimes or most of the time, you just thought!

Friends in Love, Friend of Mine or Love me friend… awww, high school issues… But it’s not just a high school thing, even in our age it’s still happening, because we misunderstood the kindness and care of a friend… And you will realize it’s just a friendship, what will happen? You will break the friendship… because you can’t be best friend with someone that you have feelings for. You’re taking advantage of him, that’s it!

Another is, he courted you, give everything to you… At first you don’t like him, you’re not serious, you’re just playing and you just want to try. Until, you fall so deeply in love that sometimes you can’t resist when he kiss you, especially in forehead, haaaay the most powerful kiss for me, and everything looks perfect when you’re together. You don’t want to end the day and it feels like you want to marry him so he can’t get away. Until, you found out that he has a lot of girl, he’s in love with another or he’s gone! Gone, like you don’t know the reason why, he left you hanging!

That’s the enigma of Love, it will put you in their trap of craziness until you loose your mind and even come to a point of pointless suicidal, believe me, it happens. I tried, but I just can’t…

Who’s the looser? We think that they are fool for letting us go, but inside of our heart we are a looser also, why? Because we are still under their spell, we still want to be with them in spite of everything…

Are they thinking the same way like us? Are they longing for us and for our love? Maybe no, Coz if they do they will come back to us crawling… we’re just hoping that they still do love us!!!

It’s unfair but we have to face the unfair reality that sometimes and most of the time it’s one sided love!!! That`s Life!

~ by magicalrock-12 on April 28, 2007.