trying to see the light
"You have to feel the pain, for you to see the light"
"Everything has a right time"
All these sayings keep bugging me, I`ve been with the different kinds of thought: I believed, I don`t during the problem, and I have to believe.
But, I`m still here waiting for that right time to come, to make me feel that I`m also a part of that belief. How long should I suffer before I can see that, Do I have to cry a river? Or do I have to see the blood?
They say, "Every happy moments is worth if you experienced the almost end of your life." and I have felt that I`ve been there a lot of times, but I can see nothing for me to treasure the pain.
Wait, Wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait, wait!!!
How long should I wait, I`m tired and alone…
I feel so helpless sometimes, a lot of people are willing to help me, but I don`t think they are the one I need…
And I don`t know who or what I need…

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