the real drama queen

(When no one understands you)

     The only thing that keeps me hanging in this kind of life is the hope that one day all of this problem will leave me and will give me lessons that will let me be courageous.

I don’t know why everything to me seems like an obstacle that I have to pass,

That for every wrong move that I will do will kill me fast.

And everything is also a risk that I have to take,

You have to swallow your pride on the way.

     Sometimes, I think of taking the faster way of ending this miserable life that I have.

     But God keep on telling me that you have to cling on, for the one who’s experiencing battles is the blessed one.

     I don’t know how strong I am now, all I know is I’m still here trying to fight and doing the best that I can to be alive, coz the moment that I loose my grip, everyone will weep… I hope so!!!

~ by magicalrock-12 on May 4, 2007.