you don`t have to sip it
(it will comes out naturally)
I don’t know what is happening again…
A reincarnation of him is showing in one person that I met recently,
And it was the start, of my blood that will come out from the fresh wound of my flesh…
waaahhh, I don’t like the idea of feeling the love to someone because of him, still about him, because I can see the personality of him to others…
When will I be over him? And the fact that seeing him gives me this flying feathers feeling in my chest, I’m starting to be frightened that it will start to weaken me again, and history will repeat everything in my life…
And here I` am again, fighting all over again… the usual thing that I’ve been doing all my life, fighting for something that’s not worth to fight for… the things that I know will only waste my time, but still have the eagerness to waste it,..
The only thing I know that won’t give me the reason to do, but I’m still willing to do…
The things that are full of foolishness but make me want to be a fool…
I’m tired of looking for the answer and striving for the happiness, but the numbness helps me a lot…
