It was a dream, it was a lie!
I woke up at exactly 3:52am, I had a great great dream, I
wished that was true but that was a big big lie…
the dream:
We were in a Bar drinking with my friends and with our co-member of the
organization. He came late with a pretty girl with him when, I was tipsy
already, he sat beside me and talk to me casually. Then when the girl is about
to go she kissed him goodbye, so my friends were shocked with that scene… The
guy told me right away,
" nung ki-niss ako ng kaibigan ko
nagulat sila lahat, e kaibigan ko lang yon, pinsan ni ate Janet."
So my friend ask him, " E, kayo ni
tima?"
Guy answered, "Sya, sya talaga!" (With nahihiyang smile)
I was so shocked that my heart jump out from my chest, it’s like a dream come
true, I became so weak when I heard that… speechless……..
He held my hand, he kissed me as many as he can, and we hugged each other so
tight like we don’t want to let go of each other.
But behind that happiness, little by little I got back to myself and realized
that it was only a dream, I checked my phone to find out if there’s a message from him (just hoping that maybe there’s
a reason behind, maybe it’s true in some way), but I found nothing!
I’m back in this reality, there’s nothing between us,
I have to accept it as early as now, that what happened
means nothing at all…
We’re just friends!
Maybe that dream took 30 minutes total…
That, 30 minutes just made me cry and gave me more pain…
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